Damn you never told me that you loved me…
Damn I never told you that I loved you….
Damn I was never happy when I was with you
Damn I loved kissing you, holding your hand, looking into your eyes
but damn I hated they way you wanted me to be
Damn I was never the perfect girl for you
Damn you always wanted me to change
Damn I wasted my tears on a man who couldn’t see the good in me only the bad.
I can’t find comfort, peace nor a rational answer for my well being
I feel as if I suffocating on my past
All I want is to not give a damn
Honestly,
I here thinking how could you forget me so fast, why haven’t you bothered to call or text me? I can’t help but wonder if you are thinking about me? I feel as if I’ve tried so much find answers that I am willing to accept but I can’t Sometimes I think that I was the one who ruined our relationship, but then I remember the times you made me cried.. I don’t want to blame you & I don’t want to blame myself. I just want this horrible feeling inside my chest to be gone. I feel I am becoming sick. I’m not focusing in school. I’m not taking care of my health, I want to focus on myself and come out strong from this situation that I can’t seem to end.